im out of control
no ones controling anymore
the controller is tooo busy
but i cant blame ppl 4 my mistake
puffing is like breathing now
stick after stick
filter is being riped off
pure smoke is wat i breath
i wish 2 stop
but i might b workin in a place where sticks are sold
cheap ones
if u noe wat i mean
influence is going 2 be high
how am i 2 resist??
dear god
give me strength
i dont wanna return to you yet
i am not ready 2 face the almighty
i gotta stop
i must
i will

<mi>

had a great day ytd
met wif my best fwen
its been soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since we met
went 4 ameera's bday party
how can i resist free food right??
haha
played games
brings back chilhood memories
haha
i won a prize at dat party
e best sabotager of e bday gal
haha
i guess im quite gd at saboing ppl
haha
after awhile we bailed
sticks after sticks after sticks after sticks........
n so on
sticks galore
haha
went to esplanade 2 watch e fireworks
wif mahdi, raudha white n her bf
fireworks was sooooo damn nice
goin home wasnt easy
train was full
taxi was hard 2 get
but in e end we still got a cab
when we reach pasir ris
smoke again!!!
haha
djisamsue..
nice
no filter!!
n v. v. high!!
haha
i had a really gd time ytd..
n now im tired..
tink i would sleep e whole day...
haha
gd nitez...

soo long since i write another entry
well here goes
happy dat fie got the job she wanted badly
guess e doas worked eh??
time to blanje me!!
haha
guess i now noe how u feel w/o a job now
life soo boring
i cant wait 4 e sun 2 set
fast foward plz
but i guess i have diz sticks to make me feel light
together we will float like angels
time seems faster when i hav them
a replacement for a companion mayb??
as much as i wanna stop
i noe it aint a gd thing but i cant end it now
who am i kiddin 2 stop soo fast
ill try my best
guess im just another weak n heavy smoke machine

dont noe y but i kinda miss u
haha
no more late nites
haha

some pics.....


buckle collection.................



me with my liberty spike...........


my new psp!!! N FIE ITZ A SLIM!!!! muahahahahahaha............................

<mi>

love cannot be forced
i cant love someone i dont love
just wanted to be friends but you insisted otherwise
you bother me everyday
you annoy my friends
there is a guy out there for you
its just not me
i broke so many heart because of one
but never have i regret once
coz i know im on the right path
shes the only girl that can make me smile this way
understanding me always
you just wont understand
to be with someone you got to noe dat someone
you dont even know who i am
how can you even understand me
it just wont last
it will be over before it even started
plz leave me alone

i love when u were there to accompany me,
when im bored,
when im feelin down bcoz of e heat 2day,
u just 'light' up my life
but im sorry,
we just got to go our seperate ways,
gd bye my love...